When Discipline Becomes Harmful: Rethinking Eating Disorders in Competitive Sport
For a long time, I believed there was only one solution to my experience of stress in competitive athletics: leaving the environment. I now realise that this belief came from how narrow my worldview had become. This post is not about blaming coaches, teams, or athletes. It is about understanding how certain environments implicitly shape behaviour—and why mental health difficulties in sport often emerge for multiple, interacting reasons. The Environment I Was In I belonged to a university athletics team where: Performance was constantly visible and evaluated Team norms were strict and rarely questioned in the name of team goals Athletes lived, trained, and ate together Injury was often interpreted as a lack of commitment to the sport (it was commonly evaluated as not being disciplined enough for athletic life) At the starting line, especially in our first year, everyone looked equal. But over time, performance differences emerged and ac...